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Hi everyone, 
I don’t really spend that much time on tumblr anymore, because I usually go on it more when I am struggling, and so far I have been okay. But this week things have gone a bit pear shaped, I’m just feeling very insecure and I am not comfortable at all in my current body. I know that things will be okay and I know that weight and size is insignificant and silly but after four years of having an eating disorder, its darn hard to shake it off. I’m wearing no makeup today and feel shitty but I ate some breakfast and had my coffee and I’m going to make the most out of my day. I hope you all keep on going and do the same :) Lots of love as always xxx

Hi everyone, 

I don’t really spend that much time on tumblr anymore, because I usually go on it more when I am struggling, and so far I have been okay. But this week things have gone a bit pear shaped, I’m just feeling very insecure and I am not comfortable at all in my current body. I know that things will be okay and I know that weight and size is insignificant and silly but after four years of having an eating disorder, its darn hard to shake it off. I’m wearing no makeup today and feel shitty but I ate some breakfast and had my coffee and I’m going to make the most out of my day. I hope you all keep on going and do the same :) Lots of love as always xxx

okaywork:

oh my GOD i cant wait to wear leggings and boots and scarves and sweaters and smell pumpkin and spice and have bonfires and scary movies on all the time i cant wait to not sweat when i step outside god fall cant come fast enough

(via dontlethemwin)

In order to keep going, you just have to wake up each day and continue to eat. I think I’m at the hardest part now. Its either take it or leave it. I am at the highest weight I have been in 4 years and I don’t know how to deal with it. All my friends are on diets and loosing weight and I know I cannot go down that path, but at the same time I’m now the ‘bigger’ friend and I’m not big in the slightest but they make me feel like I am. Why can’t society help people to love themselves for who they are, why does every person on the planet have to find faults within themselves and their body….makes me sad. 

How are you doing ? I miss your posts on my dash. Please take care of yourself xxx
Anonymous

In all honesty, I am not entirely sure how I’m doing. I mean I’m a very healthy weight and I’m having fun at university etc..but my mind keeps telling me to loose weight and I know I don’t want to but I cannot shake the thoughts out of my head and its driving me insane. I will be okay though xxx

you are so strong!! wait for the storm to pass. remember you may have anorexia but anorexia does not have you; you may have depression but girl, it doesn't have you. believe it.
Anonymous

Thank you angel xxx

You are a star that shines bright whenever you appear on my dash. You inspire, help, advise people to recover from the nasty thing that is an ed. The ed takes over people's life's and torments them. But you manage to bring people out of that. Making them see there's more to life and that you can be happy and fight the demons! YOU, are the reason I'm recovering. Proud is an understatement.. There should be more like you in this world. Thank you xx
Anonymous

You made me genuinely smile, thank you for that you wonderful kind soul xxx

How can such a small thing turn your entire mind against you in the space of a few days. I was and have been doing incredibly well, but today…today is just not my day. It really isn’t. Let’s hope tomorrow brings brighter vibes. 

Wishing you all a lovely day/afternoon/evening xxx