In order to keep going, you just have to wake up each day and continue to eat. I think I’m at the hardest part now. Its either take it or leave it. I am at the highest weight I have been in 4 years and I don’t know how to deal with it. All my friends are on diets and loosing weight and I know I cannot go down that path, but at the same time I’m now the ‘bigger’ friend and I’m not big in the slightest but they make me feel like I am. Why can’t society help people to love themselves for who they are, why does every person on the planet have to find faults within themselves and their body….makes me sad.
In all honesty, I am not entirely sure how I’m doing. I mean I’m a very healthy weight and I’m having fun at university etc..but my mind keeps telling me to loose weight and I know I don’t want to but I cannot shake the thoughts out of my head and its driving me insane. I will be okay though xxx
Thank you angel xxx
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You made me genuinely smile, thank you for that you wonderful kind soul xxx
How can such a small thing turn your entire mind against you in the space of a few days. I was and have been doing incredibly well, but today…today is just not my day. It really isn’t. Let’s hope tomorrow brings brighter vibes.
Wishing you all a lovely day/afternoon/evening xxx